New Year, New Beginnings...

So, I got my stuff back from Jeff today.  At work all day I was okay.  But after work when he gave me my stuff back, it was hard.  Really hard.  I cant explain it.  I was falling hard.  But he cant help he didnt feel the same.  Honestly, I think he wishes he felt the same.  Or so, I will let myself believe.  Becasue in all reality, we could of been pretty freaking awesome together, and taken on the world, just me and him. 

But thats so last year.  This is a new year.  This is me, I'm going to be single.  He's just a boy.  And I deserve so much better than that.

Hope everyone had a good New Years Eve.  Mine was a bit boreing, but atleast I didn't spend it alone like I thought I would.

Heres to the Night

Eve 6

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon